SAME OL' STORY

i'm thinking i should lift more weights so people in prison won't push me around when i get arrested for not doing my taxes. i wanted to ask amy if she's ever worked with a vulnerable adult without much advocacy- i should ask her next week at the meeting about what i'll need to live in concord that we're having. i don't count on amanda being there but i told joe when the meeting was, in case people try to team up on me and just get nothing done (which i kinda think MIGHT happen). i lifted weights for a little while earlier, i should probably go lift more. i could be a patsy in prison who just does everything the tough prisoners want so nobody really messes with me though. in the back of my mind, i think to myself, "well they didn't even throw grump in prison for not paying his taxes. they may not throw me in prison." then i remember he's a rich prick and i'm a poor minority.. so they'll probably just be like, "OH GOD. ANOTHER ONE OF THESE." and throw me in my cell. i think that the only hope i have for myself is that i always somehow manage to find the good things in bad situations. i know i've asked amy for her supervisor and she unsurprisingly never got back to me with an answer. hm.. i'll deal with that. i've also been applying for jobs randomly on indeed and i told my job coach that i'm pretty sure i found an apartment in massachusetts but i'm not sure how long it'll take to actually get me there- so i was unsure if i should mention it to my potential employers and she said, "well.. we're just trying to get you working!" so i'm not sure what to make of that because KNOWING MY LUCK- after i tell the employers i'm gonna be moving- i won't get any jobs and my plans to move to massachusetts will go in the dumpster or it'll take 5 years just to move there.